PDA.... Camera.....PDA.......Camera..... PDA??? (im trying to choose!!)

Yeah... i have to choose between 2 gadget. They are my favorite item to buy this year. PDA... i have been wanted to buy since last year. At once my old mobile phone had just stolen, then, i had to think again to buy. But then i got a new mobile (nokia 6610 --> very simple mobile no cam no bluethooth, but it's suit to my activities mobile --> sms and call). So i was started again to find out my favorite PDA.... i want to buy hp ipaq 3175, but it's sold in every store, then i started to look for a digital camera... it's the most favorite gadget that i wanted since i was graduated as bachelor degree.

well, some of friends of mine have offered their PDA. But yesterday when i went to the mall where there are some PDA stores, i looked a PDA phone that named audiovox 6600. Wow, man it's so cooooooooooollll.... actually i don't need a pda phone, because i've already a phone. But i love the design, and the display. But it's expensive enough. Although i have enough money to buy and still have money, but still it's expensive. Another PDA that i wanted is Palm tungsen T3, one of colleague offer his sister's palm to me... it's good enough, and just has 1 problem.... the display can be resize from small to big (by sliding feature). Well, for an incautious person, it's scare enough....

hiks...so what i should buy.... PDA? or back a camera again? If i choose PDA, what i should buy???

Btw camera panasonic lumix TZ1 is coooool, oh i want it!

wait! you need PDA

But there is no PDA that i wanted..

panasonic lumix...

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Man....man.... oh man....

Today, one of friends of mine was angry with me.... well, friend? He don't want to be my friend, he wanna be my boyfriend. But, i know nothing about him... i just know him by chatting. He is not the only one who was angry after some times i never showed if i love him or not. Well, i like them, but to love, hmmmm... it needed more than just chatting or maybe calling by phone or mobile.

I'm the one who would (may) fall in love if i feel a special thing after we meet. Actually, although me and them (may) be the one, it doesn't mean if i love them. Because for me love will grow after i spend times with them. If they don't wanna wait, it's ok, just simple. But Don't force me to love at once! Because love can't be count by how much you said love. I'm not the one who can tell it exactly, but i think love is not just love at the first sight or something like that, sometime love would be showed in friendship, you'll never know, when love would come from him/her. It's egoism, but i think if you love somebody, i think you don't mind how long you would wait for him/her. I'd ever done before. But then i could be able to let the love go, because i realized if he was not for me. Just as simple as like that.

Indun In Memorial

Indun on the sofa in my bro's bed room

He is indun, he was a lovely teen-cat and had been lived with us since he was a kitty until about a year. He was the only one who could make himself loved by everybody at home especially by my mom (who don't like cat and dog --> afraid of them, i think..). He had ever been almost died 3 times. First he got sick so hard that one doctor who near with our place said he was died but then when my brother and our servant was bringing him to home back (by motor) suddenly he opened his eyes and said "meaow". SURPRISING with it, they went backward him to another doctor who live a little farther and has a clinic of animal. The doctor said if he had to be hospitalized....

He had to given an infusion at his arm...eh i mean his leg ;-p hehehe. When i visited him at the clinic, i said to him, "wow pus, you are the 1st cat in my life who given an infusion, COOL" he replied, "meow meow miaw..." while he was trying to leave his *bed* (a crib, i think) and trying to hold my hands. And then the doctor said to me and my bro if he didn't want to eat anything. Then when i saw what the food for him was.... me and my bro was started to laugh, because the food was a can of friskies cat food. We explained to the doctor if indun didn't like eat it. He liked to eat a true fish and rice. "Meow miaw" he agreed hehehe.

The 2nd he got sick again. Because he didn't heal 100% but he had gone and played to another place in our environment and at once it was rain weather. And he often drank from puddle that was so dirty. Then he got sick..... my bro grumbled and complained to him "bla bla bla...." But it was too late, so we had to brought him to the doctor again.....

The 3rd, it's so odd until now. Because until now i don't understand how could he lost in a day and when he back he seemed like extreme exhausted. Yes, extreme exhausted. And when i brought him to the doctor (again), the doctor said if he must not lost in a day, he must lost in (minimal) 3-4 days, because his body changed soooo thin. But i said to the doctor if Indun just lost in a day. And my father who drove us said it so....

So until now i don't understand how could he just lost in a day and then got lost his weight so much.... where he was, and what he was doing....

Pic, pic, and pic again ( I LOVE PIC ;-p )

It's some pics from site, well, i'm going to buy a digital camera, but until now, i don't have a time to go to the camera store, every weekend i often went to the mall, (dunno why) but i always go to the clothes store, accessories store, and book store and then i went back to home, then after arrived at home, i remembered if i didn't go to the camera store yet...... :'-(

HOW COME U SELF?!?

however i just amused my self by going and seeing site of photograph, wow man, u wouldn't believe how beautiful they are. Here some pics from the sites :


This pic was so amazing me, because i never see fog during my lifetime (I live in where everyday sun almost always comes


i know this pic (may) use a photoshop editing, but however, still it's one of a moment that i never know yet


They're coming

New Year = No New Resolution (only for me?)

Until now, i don't have and not think to make a new resolution for this year. I dunno why, but this year i decide to follow what my heart said. And then, i just want to find my self be better, be developed, and be happier.

Btw here pics of cat that i took from my favourite site :

VERY SEXY CAT'S LEGS miaw! (orriginal pic taken by the cat who)


Yin and Yang (original pic taken by daily kitten