Today, one of friends of mine was angry with me.... well, friend? He don't want to be my friend, he wanna be my boyfriend. But, i know nothing about him... i just know him by chatting. He is not the only one who was angry after some times i never showed if i love him or not. Well, i like them, but to love, hmmmm... it needed more than just chatting or maybe calling by phone or mobile.
I'm the one who would (may) fall in love if i feel a special thing after we meet. Actually, although me and them (may) be the one, it doesn't mean if i love them. Because for me love will grow after i spend times with them. If they don't wanna wait, it's ok, just simple. But Don't force me to love at once! Because love can't be count by how much you said love. I'm not the one who can tell it exactly, but i think love is not just love at the first sight or something like that, sometime love would be showed in friendship, you'll never know, when love would come from him/her. It's egoism, but i think if you love somebody, i think you don't mind how long you would wait for him/her. I'd ever done before. But then i could be able to let the love go, because i realized if he was not for me. Just as simple as like that.
